Yes

well feels weird without Bae beung around it felt so surreal

now i am just remembering bad things again

i doesn't even feel i am myself anymore man i don't wanna be like that again

hope you guys are doing better than me right now

i feel like i am mentally dying but alive at the same time, annd also pats for you all guys

be better than me guys make sure Bae is fine and safe if one day i am gone will ya, I don't feel like i might walk out of this one this time, maybe

i just really don't like my past

please

You could try rewatching past streams

take your mind off of things

Bae'll be back later this week

well maybe i can focus on to now instead of old me sonce i am not that guy anymore, i still don't feel like i could be around by the end of 2030

hell i just don't want to have my old self stuck with me I don't even want that to exist with me

if only i can erase part of myself or maybe i never even should have existed

i probably never should have be born even

i think i am more of a error to this universe i shouldn't even be here at all

i suppose i will stay until the very last day with Bae but after that well

what more should i care then.

Well Bae is the only thing that actually makes me feel myself this whole life, but i don't think i ever should have this gift

I don't deserve such amazing person from God himself

You really should go talk to your family doctor about this

Sorry I can't help you more

I'm just a artist that can't even get his kami oshi to use any of his artwork for a thumbnail let alone a like on X.

it's fine, you tried, at least someone actually saw my comment and cared. i am just gonna go probrbly get some sleep and chill

also good luck with the arts man

i will be proud of you if you ever succeed in your artwork mate

well see you next week then, just gonna finish aa today i guess, wonder how long will that take

man whole reason why i got aa is Bae... gonna miss this game someday

From what I've witnessed of her she's in it for the long haul.

She's a determined young lady that knows what she wants.

and remember "just a lil rat idol who wants to make you smile!" She makes me smile. She can continue to make you smile as well. :)

also 469K NICE!

Nice!

also Good morning